May242012

blaah

I am up late tonight, with a lot of things on my mind. I have had some mega friend drama the past few days and it was not pretty at all. It is a very long story, and it is a sad one as well. It sucks too that it happened because of an addiction. It..well breaks my heart i guess, that someone will ignore and endanger their children for something. It is ugly. I feel so..strange right now. They told me how much of a friend i had been to them, when all others weren’t, I had been there to help them. Yet the one time i don’t pick them up and come running to their rescue i am a bad guy. The situation was beyond my hands and i was told her family was going to take care of it. And they did, yet she called yelling, cursing and lying to me about what her family said. That hurts deepest of all. And i know her family and know for a fact they have nothing negative to say about me. So to make up sucha  lie hurts deep. I guess that and the rest of the situation is weighing heavy on me right now. i cant sleep and this sucks. BLAAAAAAH

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May82012
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this pretty much sums up how ive been feeling as of lately. Like im not sure how to describe it… like, i duno. i just feel..kinda empty on the inside. i get some awesome kiddos that love tghe hell out of me and i love the shit out of them. and i have some very close friends that depend a lot on me and thats pretty cool dont get me wrong. but at the end of the day when i go home to my bed…its like…weird..and i just feel.. empty
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May72012

things

have been hectic and strange on this end. arguments with the parents still havent changed. go figure. cuntzilla of a twin graduated yesterday..and im getting compared to her…yaay. Finally had enough of their shit that i said to my old man.. you have no idea who i am. he said he didnt so i proceded to educate him. im jacob mutha fuckn wilde. im kind of a badass.  im a pretty awesome uncle, and fuckn awesome at water rescue. theres a lot more to it as well haha. well im about to go fuck up some chickn wings at hooters, catch ya later..     heres an awesome pictrue of my nephew :P

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May52012

my oh my

i havent beenon  here ina while…. things have changed a looot. i will keep ya up to day.. but gotta get some sleep first.

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September92010

still alive

working a fuck load of hours lately, but thats ok. Its paying for my appartment in NLR. sooo im doing good, things are going well. the firefighting stuff is really working out for me

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August42010
new inkage “Swim or Die” bitches haha

new inkage

“Swim or Die”

bitches haha
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