September 2010
1 post
still alive
working a fuck load of hours lately, but thats ok. Its paying for my appartment in NLR. sooo im doing good, things are going well. the firefighting stuff is really working out for me
August 2010
1 post
July 2010
9 posts
new boat
to play with on the lake. BITCHES GUNA LOVE THIS! haha
seems like
i started my job yesterday, but its been allmost a month, and i still havent a clue as to everything im supposed to do.
its ridiculous
what the fucks wrong with the world? Can’t anyone learn to take a fucking joke? No offence but this has to deal with some lesbians. again nothing against you. Just the ones that i work that cant take a fucking joke. heres what happend
so and sos fb status: i hate work
comment 1 : why
so and sos comment: balls
me comment: explain?
commentor2 : Big Balls
now heres where the...
post a blog
tired….but im maken the money so thats a plus. deuces.
Project FMW: Week 1, Day 2
this reminds me that i have this picture
theorderofthings:
Of allllllll the meats that my mother could imagine to cook tonight, she decides to fry up bacon (and I want some). Pork is a meat that will send you into the fiery pits of hell faster than homosex. Silly sinner. JK BUT I REALLY WANT SOME
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going to bed
at 10 pm. cause im getting old haha. Gotta be up at 7 to take my mom to work, then mow the yard..then go to work for 12 hrs starting at 10 am. then 12 hr shifts the rest of the week till sunday.. fuck.
im feeling kinda shitty lately, i havent heard from mah Sandy ina while..and that bothers me.. shes mah momma.. i loves her :D But thats got me kinda down, and our search and rescue team is...
war zone
mcalmont was one. Getting shot at, fucking police leave us. god damn, it was crazy. the veterans said its never been that bad. im going to bed, got work in a few hours but ill share my story later.
so tired
3 full days of working. The poor dogs are tired, covered in oil, grease and gas. needing a shower, to sore to take one haha. guess i should try and rest tonight and tomorow. Next weeks going to be a full week of work,
June 2010
27 posts
dollar movie
to get my mind off things im gunna treat myself to the dollar movie and see Nightmare on Elm street. your all invited at 9:45
bittersweet
Well todays funeral sucked. I hate losing such a close friend..
on an upside, since they say your supossed to celebrate death, since the passed one moves onto a better place…
I’m now officaly a MEMS employee :D and…im allready getting shit from the people i know there..ex so and so says “Hey Tuna” other person “why do they call you tuna ” so and so...
what a weird week
2 friends die =( i get the jobs at mems…and invited to a wedding.. two opposite ends of the string.. wow.. this suucks.. but is good..
so much win
Hurt, Like Teen Spirit, enjoy this awesomenss
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nNIfSmL1Enw
so i had to save these before they got deleted. I’m kinda proud of em. Sandy’s the one whose commented on them. I loves her soo much. read em if ya want
. the sky is rainy and gray but i think its a beautiful day. im sitting on a cliff alone, contemplating things not carved in stone. feeling the rain fall on me, i look out and feel so free. all lifes stress is washed away on this...
so i quit
this job at j’ville pool. because the motherfuckers wouldnt give me the day off for a funeral of a very close friend. besides they can go fuck themselves. they told me when they hired me i was their last option.
r.i.p
Win Wardlaw and Jolie Smith. you were two great friends
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spandex
its like wearing a hug all the time.
i love you vh1 classic. ohh so much
i think my interview went good…sooo wish me luck tho. please guys?
gaaah
they picked like, the worst part of the interview…FUUUUUUUUUUUU
Buy hey, im shirtless ;) and they show me jumping in and swimming. I think my first interview for it a couple years ago was better.
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be watchin the news
chanell 11 at 10 pm. i may be on there or not. or someone in our crew. Got to play on the water again, rescue stuff. And when it came time to interview one of the swimmers. Everyone pointed their finger to me. And im thinking fuuuuucck. BUT i did the interview shirtless, so ladies keep an eye out ;)
woot!
got me an interview at mems on tuesday :D awesomness!
what in the fuck
I cant even take a motherfucking piss without them finding 30 fucking things to bitch about. Jesus fucking christ. They wonder why we are at odd, beacuse mother fucker there are some things i am NEVER going to talk to you about. That includes
a. my musical taste. i am never going to stop listening to metal, its my life. Its there for me when i need it most, and i love it.
B. drinking beer. i...
running in midday
what was i thinking? i just did 3 miles in the hot part of the day. Now im sweating more than a whore in church. I guess i feel good tho.
life coach
A good friend of mine wants me to be a life coach motivator type guy. Fuck thats a challenge, but i can saddle up for a good challenge. We talked the big dam bridge today, actually pushed em to jog a decent chunk of it. And so we’re planning things to get em back in shape. So i guess this is good for me too, because ill do what i can to help mah friends. But i still get that empty feeling on...
why is it
That i can help a friend out when they are in true need, give them the best advice i can. And genuinely do what i can to help, and of course they start feeling better, which is definitely good. When that is done, i feel good because i was able to help my friends out, yet when i leave, i feel empty on the inside. It seems lately that its relationship stuff that ive been helping with, just giving my...
o.m.g
There is a god, i do know this. And more and more everyday i see he does things for a reason. For examp, gettn screwed by mems, im jobless, but i just found in 3 or 4 weeks ill be making 20 bucks an hour for 10 hr days. Working as a swift water rescue technician. The very thing i love. While it is only a temp job, its a huuuge boost for me. When i found out about mems, i was like..okay, just...
e.r
yea, this shit got so bad i went to the e.r. Turns out i tore the fuck out of a chest muscle that runs across the heart. I got 2 pain shots and prescrip out of him. Doc said hes seen it before but not too often, and its allways the same stabbing heart pain. So im alive. But that shit was fucking hurting, and i can takes some pain
i think im going to die
this chest pain is god awful. If you dont get any more updates…check the obits..
chest pain
im having some brutal shit for some reason. Its coming from my hear, and its pretty much crippling. All i was doing was helping a friend move some stuff, and half way up the stairs this stuff kicked in. This is suuucking bad, Im laying in the fetal position, its the only thing that seems to be working. I think this stuff will pass soon enough… I may have had this before. Can’t really...
so much for
a good weekend. It started off suuucking. Apparently mems rookie school is allready full…. and i never got an interview and my references never got a phone call.. so thats noot good at all for me. So yea it started off sucking. Then on our way down we blew a tire on the trailer and it took forever to get it changed because some shit was rusted shut. Some other stuff happend throughout the...
off to a fun filled weekend
At Degray lake. Well im not off yet. i will be.. at 7 in the damn morning. Jesus why the hell do we have to leave that early to go to the lake? For real. Anyways ill be teaching and being rescue dummy again. Oh well, beer will get drunk with cool dudes and friends at night lol. Catch yall latterrr
good mood
i am in a killer of a good one. It feels great. Now i just need to do something productive, but its too damn hot. Im going to be out of town for the fireboat school again. Stuck being a safety guy and rescue dummy/ teacher. Oh well its fun i guess, but i got invited to the looney bin..which is allways fun. Grr so that sucks. But i guess choices have to be made. Soo its all good i guess. Well if...
feeling down
for some reason. Must be something in the air. Wanting to drink a lot. But that would be a relapse AND BY A GOD i AM NOT going to do that. So im listening to sad metal songs. Yes, they do exist haha. Anyways ill pull out of this shit when i wake up in the morning i think. oh well. like anyone cares hahaha
May 2010
9 posts
this song is stuck in my head..listen and you may...
just kicked some ass
so since theres a huge amount of unfairness, and my twin allowed to throw a party. while i get bitched at, i had to kick some ass. No one is going to come to where i live and talk shit about me and my decisions and what i love. I am not going to take that shit, i dont give a flying rats ass if your 29 years old and hit on highschool girls, and is my lesbian slut sisters friend. I am still going...
deadline
i was given one to find a new place to live. dont start at mems till july…which is funny thats when my deadline is.
living every little boys dream
Dudes! I get to go hang out at an elementary school tomorow. AS A FIREMAN! haha yess. Cause every little boy wants to be a firefighter at some point lol. I never woulda guessed i would ever get to this point lol. Needless to say im excited. hey ladies wanna go out with a firefighter? wink wink hahahaa
RONNIE JAMES DIO
May he rest in peace. Rock on with the gods Dio. Rock on. you will be missed
the Scorpions
Check out their latest and final album :( Sting in the Tail. Its going back to their older style, its really good, like most of their albums. Sucks tho, i love the Scorps. Seems like a lot of bands are puttin out their final albums…Maiden is doing The Final Frontier…
how can we grow old when the soundtrack to our lives is Rock N Roll?
dudes guess what!
Im a sexy fireman now ;) well i dont know about that first part but im now a firefighter :D
Betty white
WAS FUCKING HILARIOUS on SNL. espeically the muffin talk on the NPR. oh and the death metal song. am i right guys?
its fucking ridiculous
the damn hoops i have to fucking jump thru just to go on a search in Lonoke…LONOKE! Helll fucking O its not that fucking far!
April 2010
14 posts
you know
im a nice guy, i try and keep in touch with old friends. Send texts every now and then, tho i do admit ive lost some numbers along the way.. Anyways like i said, ill send texts, yet when you dont respond…then out of the blue they text me askn where i can get drugs.. thats not cool in my book. Not cool at all..
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